and what then?

if you loved me, if you loved me

say you love me

and what then?

if you want me, if you want me

say you want me

and what then?

desperation and frustration

desolation and damnation

mutilation and mutation

keep me from my fears

if you had me, if you had me

say you have me

and what then?

if you need me, if you need me

say you need me

and what then?

desperation and frustration

desolation and damnation

mutilation and mutation

dry my bitter tears

if i loved you, if i loved you

say i love you

and what then?

if i want you, if i want you

say i want you

and what then?

desperation and frustration

desolation and damnation

mutilation and mutation

i look into your eyes

if i had you, if i had you

say i have you

and what then?

if i need you, if i need you

say i need you

and what then?

desperation and frustration

desolation and damnation

mutilation and mutation

you see through my disguise

look in my eyes

see my disguise

look where i've been

see what i've seen

love me

want me

have me

need me

and what then?

<3