fix you

"When you try your best but you don't succeed
when you get what you want but not what you need
when you're so tired but you can't sleep
stuck in reverse..."

Have you ever wondered why you can never have what you want? You only ever get what somebody else wants, what somebody else thinks is good. The world is ruled by jealousy, and jealousy alone. If you try for something, there's a good chance it'll be the one thing you can't get. Because you can wish that you have something, and you can want it with every fiber of your being, and it can be the one thing you want more than anything and you won't get it. Because in the end, what is love? It's a chemical reaction, it's looking into somebody else's eyes and saying "i know you, i love you, i see who you are" and all you end up with is a broken heart, and sad eyes. and you wish for something always, always, never ending. And all you end up with is sorrow.

"... and lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try
to fix you."